Every Smile You Fake, Every Claim You Stake, I'll Be Watching You..

Wow... It's been forever... So much shit has happened. Well, during my summer I went up to Massachusetts. I went everywhere, Georgetown, Ipswich, Essex, and etc. I even went to Hampton Beach, New Hampshire. I miss it up there. It's sooo lovely. I ate and shopped alot. Then school started in August and it's still strange that I'm a Senior. First hour I have Le Class de Francais trois (French III), second I have Weight Training (I've lost a few pounds! YAY!), 3rd I have Anatomy and Physiology Honors (I'm not supposed to be in that class, but Mrs. Bedford said I could if I wanted to), fourth hour I have Liberal Arts Math (Mr. Dick is soooo fucking BORING... I don't like him. Carlye, I'm sorry you had to be in his class!),fifth hour I have Chorus! (I love that class!), 6th hour I have American Government (With Mr. Grimm... Once again! BLAH) Oh well, so yeah that's that. Now on to the love issues. Mike and I aren't well at all... In fact, we're broken up. It sucks. I've cried for three days, gotten barely any sleep. I'm almost all cried out. By the time I get to school, I feel dead. I tried cutting myself, but didn't work too well. Made a little tiny scar, but nothing big. I called him on a friends'cell because she told me I should try and tell him how I felt again. I told her it won't work, but I did it. We're not going to get back together again... he says it's only "temporary". If things are changing now, hell they'll be changing even more. I may or may not want to get back with him, like he would me. Only time will tell. I'm not gonna go into detail of what happened, but if you're a really close friend then you know. I'm sick of fucking explaining what happened. It hurts too much anyway. In other news: I hope to be in Senior Lip Sync this year! I've been practicing our dance and people are getting kicked off Monday. I hope I don't! I suck at dancing, but oh well. Let's see.... Homecoming's coming up. I don't have a date so I may not go. I found the perfect dress that I want so bad! I'll post it later. Well, that's all for now. I think I'm not gonna write in my LJ anymore... I don't know yet. For those who read it, I thank you. Take care all. I love you mucho +.

Much Love,

Sarah Elizabeth